Tuesday, May 15, 2012
I am so very appalled with netizens. Why so? It is because of the most recent ferrari crash incident. I was reading articles on the Temasek Times and read that a PRC new citizen actually blamed the cab driver for the accident. The news has said it all, whose fault it is, everyone knows. Trying to speak up for your fellow men? Please look and get facts right. All I can say is, no one can look out for a speeding car and avoid it at the instant.
Why am I so unhappy about this is because my junior, my friend, is the son of the taxi driver. Lives are lost. They are still mourning. Why give comments that hurt others? The fault is indeed with the ferarri driver. But like what my mum says, he is drunk, he may not even know what he was doing. He is young, rich, with a pregnant wife and child. He is young, rich, and everything but I dont think it gives the media a right to victimise him. If it was a normal working person, driving a normal car, speeding down the road, crashing into the taxi, killing 3 people, I believe the headlines will be 'Reckless Driver crashes into taxi, killing 3'. He is rich. He has a lot of money. Sell away his condo, sell away his BMW, his family still has money to get by. How about the taxi driver? He has a family, he is the sole breadwinner, he has no insurance. All in all, who is worse off?
From the news, the ferarri driver's family has not contacted my friend's family. They are also mourning, so i supposed some time should be given to them before they get themselves together and perhaps liang xin fa xian and contact my friend. If not, I guess, they are just being selfish.
Ending off, with no offence and what so ever.
11:52 AM ; smile?
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Chemical Sciences Society Graduation Night 2012 - Noir Et Blanc has offically ended.
Well, for me it was really an experience that was nerve racking. Initially I was at blur ends of what to do and how to go about doing it. Thanks to my senior, Hui Yi's guidance, I just did as i was told till eventually i started having my own ideas and thoughts to arrange things accordingly, though i still had to seek for help someway through. I learnt alot of things along the way, experienced new stuffs, seen more different types of people (both good and bad), etc etc. All in all, wow is the word i can use to describe everything.
I guess the most stressful part was when a band had to withdraw from the performance last minute which was literally last minute. One night before the entire event. I remember how i was hoping for a successful event when suddenly the message came it. It was a shock. I didnt know what to do so i massed messaged my committee members. In a flurry, we eventually settled the problem by getting the other band to perform twice. Good thing was that they agreed and even performed much more songs that we actually requested. A huge thank you to them.
Then came the actual day. Feeling nervous and scared, I turned sort of snappy towards people. There was a shortage of time but they still joked around even though i reminded them a few times, which eventully made me snap at them. Sorry to everyone that i snapped at, sorry if i was mean, i didn't mean to flare up at anyone. My apologies.
Next, was arrival at the hotel. Took awhile with the band to load their stuff up. I didnt offer my help (guilty =/) but i was busy writing out the rough outline and reference for the bands. haha. Excuses. But still we reached the hotel well on time and I owe the van driver a thank you to. haha. we kind of held his time up driving from KE7 hall to eusoff and back to KE7 again. Lucky the uncle is a nice person. =) Went to change while the others setup the stage and the band did their sound check. After that was brief checking of emcee scripts, running around settling stuffs and then finally, it was the event.
At the beginning, the programs went too far ahead of time, so we had to start rushing the dishes. At the same time we started dragging the programs and in the end, the dishes came too fast and then there was a period of time we had to let it be a free and easy time for 10min. Oh my god. I think they were bored. Sigh. I was jumping and running here and there till I looked like a mad woman. Lol. Thank god, the event ended just nice as planned. Started on time, ended on time, but the middle was basically messed up. wahaha. At the end, it was just a HUGE sigh of relief.
And so, the event ended. Took pictures, packed up, got changed, bought macs and a few of us headed back to CSS room for our dinner! yeap, dinner at 1am. Cool right? Played cards, chatted, went crazy (mainly me who went crazy), and had fun all the way through the night. Had difficulty keeping my eyes open. haha. But all in all, it was fun and cool. =)
On a final note, thank you everyone for all the efforts and for putting up with me during the planning of the event and finally to the end of the event. You guys are the best! =)
Funny thing, no one except Hui End from CSS reads my blog. So only Hui En will get to read this. Hi HUI EN! hahaha. i'm a siao kia now.
Alrights, time to get some food and pack my room. Ciaos~
1:50 PM ; smile?
Thursday, May 03, 2012
a little late, buuuuuuuuuuutttttttttt...... *drum rolllllssssssssssssss* FINALS ARE OVER! WHOO~
and how i spend the past few days:
friday - met up with luomin and hy after paper, went to starbucks talk talk, blah blah, go home.
Saturday - went to help NYCO as backstage crew
Sunday - went to west mall for xiaogui's autography session! <3
Monday - pack room a little
Tuesday - left room unpacked and nua-ed
Wednesday - met up with luomin and rondomly decided to watch the AVENGERS. COOLEST MOVIE EVER. totally worthed the money and time! a pity we bought too little popcorn!
Thursday - went to sch early, meeting. why ppl cannot be punctual? had lots of things, blah blah and now, i'm home typing away here.. just finished my meeting minutes.. hopefully its fine. i anyhow do. lol. dun care~ someone will vet it later.
and now, i'm gonna watch tv while waiting for my dad to call home.. need to ask permission to stay over at friend's hse for a tong xiao mahjong. wahaha. a little excited if i can go. i just wanna have fun. why cant i have all the fun i want? why must i see people face? why cant i just be free for once? let me have fun, relax and enjoy. let me be me.
well then ciaoz~
8:49 PM ; smile?
Thursday, April 26, 2012
tomorrow is my last paper! so excited! saturday will be fun, sunday will be =D extremely happy~ i feel overly excited! haha. i've got a screw loose now yeah. whoohoo~~
and blogger format changed. so weird. lol.
11:53 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
OMO. 11 days to FINALS! *faints*
let's sum up my study progress thus far:
1.5 chpt of CM1121, 0% of the rest of my mods.
that spells one word: DEAD.
and so it means, if i dun wanna end up DEAD, i need to start SERIOUS studying NOW. but i have no idea why i'm procrastinating so so so much. so so so so so so much. now all i got to do is to motivate myself. what's the motivation?
HEHE.
XIAOGUI's autograph session RIGHT AFTER the exams. i specially bought his latest version of the album just to go ehh.. SO STUDY HARD and LOOK FORWARD to the session! whoopee~
i will, i must and i want to do well.
Everybody, let's FIGHT ON. (after that is our long long holiday. =D) ganbatte ne!
9:42 PM ; smile?
Friday, March 23, 2012
there are so so many things happening, i dont wish to bother anymore. i dont want to keep getting irritated at people around me. i dont want to ignore people around me. but, i need some peace and quiet. please?
1:19 AM ; smile?
Saturday, March 17, 2012
i dont like the me when i open up to others.
12:26 AM ; smile?
Saturday, March 10, 2012
before i start on my pile of work..
well, well. many things are just so so -.- theres nothing u can do about it, even though u are damn freaking upset with it. pardon my language. i dont know. now, instead of flaring up, i keep quiet, i ignore. its rude, its bad, but it beats getting shouted at right. sometimes its really so frustrating! having ppl make use of u even u dont know them at all! in my lsm lab, there was this girl. wahseh. ask me how to do a question, i let her see, thinking she wanted to just see and write her own answer. and then later, she started copying off my work. haflway, i needed the paper. it was just left with this little bit which could be phrased by anyone else. she still needed it to copy. wow. hey, you are the life science major. you should know how to do it. why are u copying off the work of a chemistry major?
i swear by the end of university, my tolerance level towards people may well have increased by a lot a lot a lot. or i could have gone crazy by then. people should learn not to take things for granted. peple should know their limits. people should well know what is right and what is wrong. people should know what to do at the write time. can u imagine if u are trying to pay ur full attention to a lecture/tutorial and then this person who knows alot of things already start talking to you? i know i talk sometimes in lecture too. but, when i see that someone is paying attention i stop. know when to stop. what u do unto others, others do unto u. wait till one day soeone else do something like that to you. try putting yourself in other's point of view. i dont say shoes because it can be arguable that shoe too big too small all the nonsense la.
my gosh. by the enf of unni life, my blog would be FULL of complaining posts, angry posts, philosophical posts? siao siao.
4:20 PM ; smile?
Monday, February 20, 2012
my tolerance level has been deproving lately. or is it there's too much for me to tolerate? i know i'm not a very nice person. but then sometimes its really hard to tolerate. i am a girl with a very bad temper. my family can verify this. my sec sch friends can verify this too. but i've tried my best to put up with so many things. so so so many things. very very afraid to make a single huge mistake that would cause me to be disliked again. tolerating is really really tough. i do hope that people can get the message.
have a reality check. reflect on yourself. find out what u have done wrong before or is doing wrong know. change for the better. it is hard to change. i understand. if its too hard, improve. bit by bit. be a better person. not for other's sake, but for ur own sake. dont do things that make urself appear silly. repeated mistakes is not cute/ignorant/ whatever not. its shows stupidity.
i dont want to have a day where i start screaming at ppl like a mad woman again. i dont like it when my temper gets really bad. and trust me, neither will anyone else like it.
ending off, with no offence to anyone.
11:50 PM ; smile?
Sunday, February 19, 2012
RECESS WEEK!
time to......
REST
DO PROJECT AND STUDY.
fml.
2:22 AM ; smile?
Sunday, February 12, 2012
what to do? some ppl are just so RARR. cant do no shit abt it too. what's the point of getting fed up. me gotta chill man. shucks. hope that one day i wont flare up. 世界末日will happen. 2012 will come true.
anyway. die. my long hair must go asap! =( dropping way too much hair! will become botak soon sia. ohmy.
7:42 PM ; smile?
Saturday, February 11, 2012
before i start on my gek project...
well, i just came home from my neighbour's 21st birthday party. poor 21 yr old got thrown into the pool and cake smashed into his face. lol. anyways, wow i realised that i'm a girl that wont grow up in ppl's view. first thing the birthday boy said to me was: you grew up! um.. well duh? i will grow. and and ya know? i'm only one yr younger. hahaha. so weird.. some of my aunts also think i'm like still in jc or something. ehhh. i'm alr in uni! ya know, i'm only a year younger than my other cousin who they readily accept as alr in uni.. =/ maybe i should start shaking off those fats. being chubby do make me look like a kid in a way... i'll try. hard but ya try lo. i'm turning 20 this yr alr! ohmy. my aim: to be nice slim and pretty by my 20th. HAHA IN MY DREAMS.
lalallalala. i love huang hong sheng! haha. okay randomness. =P
start workkkk!
10:09 PM ; smile?
Sunday, February 05, 2012
i'm so so tired. woke up at 1pm ytd and today. yes, i'm that tired. the horrible even week has just passed. but the workload hasnt passed. its frustrating sometimes. u ask a question but the reply is so vague. or u dont get the reply at all. i dont know how exactly things should be done. i dunno if i should just go ahead with what i have in mind or just ask and ask and ask. if i go ahead, what if i do wrong? its the first time i'm planning for something. its not something i know like since long long ago. its not an easy job trying to liaise with so many ppl. on top of the other work i have to do. argh. sometimes i get so pissed i just wanna throw everything aside.
tests, homework, projects, random events that just pop out of no where. meetings where everyone talks super fast making it so difficult to get correct info down. argh argh argh argh argh. i regret lots liao.
pardon me, i just feel overloaded with work.
4:02 PM ; smile?
Friday, January 27, 2012
scary weird ppl.
i met 3 weird ppl recently.
1. one day at ps, after css lunch, me and hui en were walking around when we entered a shop called smiggles. saw something which reminded me of something so i smiled. suddenly out of no where, this china man from god knows where, who is not even a shop employee asked me if i liked that item. uhh. ahh. ehh. whut?? i quickly say no, just looking around and run away with hui en. hui en was on the phone and we were both shocked.
2. a few days ago, i boarded cc train at bishan on the way to sch. went to lean at the side of the door. suddenly, this weird guy came and stood super close to me. the kind of distance where the train is super crowded but not touching (thank god). he started looking into the window and 'style' his hair. the thing was that, the train was so so EMPTY! when the train reached marymount and i saw that no one was gonna sit on the reserved seat at the opp, i quickly siam and sat down. HE FOLLOWED! omfg omfg. then i took out my phone, intending to sms a friend. he siam far far far away. maybe he thought i was gonna call the police or something. 心虚? scared the heck out of me too.. told my mum abt it and she said the guy maybe wanna molest me. tmd! molest me i'll kick his balls so hard he'd die. no kidding.
3. while walking home from yck mrt ytd, i walked past this bangla. suddenly he smiled and said something to me. uhhhhh... i had headphones on so didnt know what he said. hurriedly walked super fast. another weird encounter.
my god. weird ppl. go away. stop scaring me.
irritating ppl.
ppl who talk loudly in lectures. if they dont intend to lower their volume, get the fuck out. if ppl shhh u and u quieten, keep it that way. dont talk loudly again 10seconds later. if u talk and talk and talk and miss what the lecturer say, get out. asking ur friend something which the lecturer just spent 5minutes explaining make you sound like a RETARD. if u wanna talk things about ur life, please go to a cafe, drink coffee and have all the time u want talking. as loud as u want. please be considerate and understand that the people sitting in front of u can hear every single thing u say even though they dont want to hear any shit that u say. how would u feel if u wanna listen but the ppl behind u talk super loudly? plus, no racist intent, but indians, talk softer. any idea how ur accent can be so irritating when u are talking rubbish so loudly? lastly, when ppl glare at you, know how irritating u were. dont give the 'what did i do, glare what glare' look. this look of urs deserved to get a slap.
die. how bad have a become? i used to tolerate noisy ppl in lectures, but now i just shhh at them and glare at them directly in the eye! too much influence from XXXXXXX. lol.
3:13 PM ; smile?
Sunday, January 15, 2012
the return of the cough! ARGHH! maybe i'll go visit UHC on tuesday after changing landscapes lecture!
bought more new year stuff! WHOOPIE! hehe. new heels, new jacket.. next i'll need bag! haha. maybe wont buy... =/ see how things go. i think i need some new undies too. carlene bought hers today. lol. all in all, i spent alot for new year this year. hehe.
tmr school again! =( 2hrs of lecture, go home and start studying jap. i must start le... or else i sure die. =/ and i pray pray pray that i can sucessully get the tutorial slots i want.. i dun wanna be going for 8am lessons everyday.. i'll die....
11:56 PM ; smile?
Friday, January 06, 2012
how happy can i be now? SUPER HAPPY.
i final got xiaogui's album! plus a poster! SHUAI! hahaha. huachi-ness. omg. but yea. his new album really nice! hehe. lazy to take pics. but wheeee! happy~
and and i successfully gotten JAPANESE 1 with only 1 pt! WHOO. next sem will be fun fun fun! or maybe not. my timetable's a horror. take a look: 
only my friday looks nice! WHY? =( hopefully i can get my tuts slot just the way i want. i done wanna go sch super early at 8am or go home super late at 8pm. i alr have 2 days which end at 7pm! sad ttm. and look at my tuesday! no breaks! sigh. in addition i need to rush from faculty of arts to science like a mad person. lol. cannot be late for lab eh.. good luck to me! oh my. but for the sake of JAP, i will work hard! muahahahah =D
happy~~~~
8:31 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, January 03, 2012
aloha! happy new year to all! and yes, i'm still coughing away. =(
well, i realized i have failed my plans for the whole of december. at the beginning of dec, i planned to start completing my cousin's 21st birthday present but i didnt finish it. i planned to do exercises at night (introduced by luomin to slim the thighs) but failed too. haha. here are the reasons(excuses):
1) i started on my cousin's present but made a mistake in it. while i was thinking of how to correct it, news came that my friend got hospitalised. in a state of dont know what to do, i went with ws to visit her and then tgt with hy, we folded 1000 cranes. that's how i got preoccupied with things and forgot all abt the present.
2) after the cranes were completed, i had 1 week for meeetings and doing out minutes and lots of thoughts on my mind. went out almost everyday, came home tired everyday.
3) i fell sick. but recovered.
4) but fell sick again! and recovered again.
5) but fell sick 2 days later again! my god. how horrible was it. and i'm still recovering.
6) and so, i spent all my time watching dramas/ sleeping etc etc.
conclusion, my cousin's present is still not done! sigh. and i know i still have stuffs left undone. =(
and i have this funny thoughts of cooking. =/ since i'm too lazy to go out and buy food, and there's no food, i might as well cook. and turns out that my cooking skills need improvement. heres why. cooked a plate of maggie mee, fried some luncheon meat and cooked an hard boiled egg and boiled some xiao bai chai. in the end, the taste of the noodles just didnt turn out nice. eeyer. the sandwiches i made tastes even nicer than the noodles. noodles too dry, sauce too salty. luncheon meat didnt really taste nice. or to come out with an excuse, maggie mee dont taste nice at all and the luncheon meat brand not nice. HAHA. here's a pic by the way.
looks nice? its just normal i guess. lol.
1am now. better go sleep. gd nights!
12:47 AM ; smile?
Saturday, December 31, 2011
i dont think i can survive till countdown. coughing like nuts, starting to get droswy. sigh. sick sick sick. 2 weeks alr! my new year resolution? never to fall sick again! haha. impossible! ><
new year wish: successfully bid for gek2001 and laj1201. please come true! lol.
6:07 PM ; smile?
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
shopping!!!!
went shopping with carlene! bought a pair of jeans from forever 21 and a skirt from cotton on! sales ftw! then we got pulled into this shop selling dead sea products and we bought a nail kit each at $25! expensive? initially i thought it was, till i saw the online price: $90. *jaw dropped* made me kinda feel like buying the salt scrub too. but then, no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no money no mone. repeat this many many times and carlene will successfully save money. hehe. i dont need the no money chant but still i think i need the spend lesser on food chant. hahaha. to start off, go out lesser. no more shopping till one week before cny. get some last minute cny shopping done. and there's still a need for a major packing of my room to be done by the end of this yr. wahaha, i wonder if its possble..
well, the past week was busy. went out everyday since christmas eve. and not to mention, the amount of money i spent is whoo~ seriously whoo~ sigh. time to budget. school start, save on food, spend on transport. and i shall not buy any more snacks from ntuc. number 1, save money. number 2, cut down on snacks that make me fat. shall not spend like nuts on snacks liao. i need self control!
i realised i bought alot of clothes this yr. mainly cos my other clothes are too old and ahem some too small. ughhhhh. okay, u get the point. so now while the new clothes i bought are not say in the comfy fit but the tight fit, i needa do something about it. it has been my new year resolution for 3-4yrs, but my new year resolution for next year is: to lose weight. in addition, to maintain it when the weight is lost. every year i lose weight, but at the end of the year i gain even more back. how so? sec 4, i was ~50kg. i lost weight till 46kg. my tummy disappeared! was so happy. but a few months later, tada! tummy back, weight back. j2, didnt really lose. gain around 3kg? but lost it after As, but then gained back again. and gain even more. lost weight through work, work stopped, uni start, gain back again. up and down, up and down, i need to down down down maintain! hahaha. i'm spouting nonsense liao. i needa zzz.
goodnight and ciaos~
1:34 AM ; smile?
Monday, December 19, 2011
as usual, as usual. for a moment, i thought i have been looking from a wrong perspective. but it turns out that, everything is as usual. nothing was wrong. everything is the same.
i'm a nobody to them.
1:16 AM ; smile?
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
i'm bored once again. let's upload some pictures..
was wondering what my bro would buy back from hk. in the end i got this bottle of bacardi. lol.
lunch at kfc with ym, hy and lynn
this is my new cute cousin! her name's xingyu =) she looks angry here.
zzzzzz...
look at her pretty smile!!
and lastly, this was the process of packing my super messy room. my chair broke into 2 alr. super sian.
1:11 PM ; smile?
Saturday, December 10, 2011
guess what? i bought 小鬼's album! it came with a poster, stickers and a book full of his pictures! wahahaha. okay i sound so hua chi now.. next up, should i preorder his new album? hmm.. =/ i got 8 days to consider.. oh wells, shall see abt it..
the busy week passed! everyday was tiring.... didnt really feel like waking up this morning but my mum was toooooo noisy.. lol. so i woke up at 9plus... =/ and and gloria's recovering very well! yay! very soon she'll be able to join us on class outings! fight on gloria! and the next time i visit her i must make her say my name! ytd hy, ym, lynn and me went to visit her! she managed to say 3 of their names but when it came to mine she 'reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....' sighed and laughed. lol! everyone started laughing! rarr! why my name so long! not fair! zzz. lol.
and next week most prob will go visit my aunt and my new cousin! i still dont know her name! wanna see her soon! =) oh and i gotta go for med check up for my teaching award too.. better settle it fast, else i'll be in deep trouble.. and, still gotta find a day to go eat sakae buffet with lynn and hy.. and a day to meet up with qiao ni. hmm. and and to do the css minutes.. still waiting for the vetted copy to come back to me. seems like next week is still gonna be busy busy busy. rarr.
okay then gonna go listen to my new cd album and relax before i go out for dinner! ciaos~
5:26 PM ; smile?
Saturday, December 03, 2011
slept for 6hrs straight but my flu's showing no signs of recovery.. sigh. caught the flu ytd.. think it was because i woke up too early plus weather cold plus i was in an air conditioned place for very long, plus fatigue. =/
busy busy. its gonna be a very busy week next week.. i'm so tired. so so tired. dont give me anymore rubbish. dont give me anymore crap. not everyone with the name rebecca is me. so dont bullshit with me. i dont have extra time to handle retarded things. dont be such a pest. i got enough worries on my mind..
my aunt's gonna give birth tmr.. cheers to my new cousin!
and, i'm not a christian, but i'll join in the prayer and pray hard.
10:23 PM ; smile?
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
i'm angy angry angry! puhlease, i dont know u that well, who are u to doubt what i say like that. i never ever exaggerate stuff unless i'm being mean to ppl. -.-
anyways, i was angry quite angry just now. went to bishan, saw ppl drinking gongcha got the already famous the cover, so i was considering to buy since i already drank a cup at vivo. but i really want see if i can get xiao gui's cover, so i went to buy. wah lau. the person make so slow, then the other person who was BEHIND ME, got the xiao gui cover, and me? waited SO LONG and got some stupid gongcha cover. RARR!
sigh. gotta chill gotta chill gotta chill. CHILL.
okay, on a brighter note, i bought something for my dear cousins today! haha. gonna give it to them on saturday as there birthday/christmas present! =)
then, on a sadder note, i went to so many CD shops and only HMV has xiaogui's first album, the rest of the shops had only his EP.. only one song, i dont think i'll buy ba. wait till the second album come out, i'll buy both at the same time i guess. and and and! ANYONE who knows where to get xiaogui's poster or just a card of him, PLEASE tell me! i hunted comics connection at bishan but couldnt find. all the korean ppl only =( thank you thank you.
and here's the picture of the stupid butterfly that flew into my room ytd. the pic quality is damn bad cos i didnt dare to go near it but zoomed in on it. caption of the pic? MY FACE IS NOT 25CM.
6:22 PM ; smile?
Monday, November 28, 2011
hello hello. exams are over~ woohoo~ okay that was my feelings 4 days ago..
so now, its the holidays, went out, packed my room halfway.. lol. too lazy to continue. especially cos tis super duper dusty and my nose and eyes cant take it. =/ but i gotta continue packing soon, else my ma will come in and SCREAM at me. lol.
i want to go buy 小鬼's album! i missed his autography session cos i had to go settle my teaching award stuff.. plus, i'm kinda paiseh to go also. dont know why. nvm! haha. i shall buy his latest album instead!
and, lalala, i had lots to blog about but now, my mind's blank.. rarr.. haha. okay mainly had lots of thoughts on my mind, was quite angsty cos of my pms, plus emo, plus sian.. plus, plus, minus, minus. like that lo.
holidays~ holidays~ work? thinking of whether to work. there's a place and the pay's not bad, but i wont ever go back there to work again. definitely never. personal reasons and my close friends should know why. yeah, i went back there today w/o someone around, i still kinda like there.. having spent so much time working there, bound to have feelings for that place.. lol..
RARR. my mum's irritating me everyday!!!! tch. 明知故问。 烦！
4:23 PM ; smile?
Sunday, November 20, 2011
stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed
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Saturday, November 19, 2011
i've been thinking again. (yeah again. i'm supposed to be studying, not thinking..) why the sudden liking of an idol? i remember the previous time i went gaga over something/someone was somewhere in secondary school. i fell in love with an anime character. (yes, totally LOL) haha. in both cases, the reason led to only one. it was the time went i no longer had feelings for anyone. strange habit of mine? i think so.
and once again, what am i doing again! i got to focus. i hate it. i cant seem to just sit down and focus on the exams. major fail.
11:10 AM ; smile?
Friday, November 18, 2011
there's alot of things i wanna do after exams.
go on a shopping spree. and i feel like going to 小鬼's 签唱会 at bugis next sunday. it would be cool to see him in person. oh my god. i think i finally have an idol. lol. but i dont think any of my good friends are fans of him.. so, guess i'll not go? it will be awkward if i go alone. most prob get pushed around like nobody's business.. =(
okay next, i want to go orchard road and see the xmas lights! like a romantic date. hahaha. rubbish. but a relaxing time walking down orchard road, being mesmerized by the lights.. cool. but definitely not on xmas eve or xmas itself. i hate huge crowds. haha.
what else? go sing karaoke!! go play bowling!! was quite excited during the previous gathering cos we were supposed to play bowling.. but the bowling alley was full.. aww man. i wanna go play! hmm.. still have... play arcade! watch movies! go USS again!! hahaha.
so many things i wanna do.. by the end of the holidays i'll go broke. out of all the things i wanna do, i wonder how many will i actually do.. especially based on the fact that -i dont think i will say it here- wonder if anyone knows what i mean. but anyways, yeah. will see how by then.
so with these stuff in mind, let's get back to studying.. i'm lagging alot!
11:45 PM ; smile?
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Just wondering.. Is it possible to fall for the same person again? Just some weird thoughts going through my head.. Especially when my dreams nowadays keep ending with a same moral of: I fell for the wrong person again. Weird dreams, funny dreams.. Always making me wake up confused.
Well then, my mugging, which supposedly had to start on Monday is gonna start now.. Ciaos..
Oh, and I recently fell in love with 小鬼.. Haha okay la not to thE extent of fall in love.. But I think he's nice. Fell in love with 娱乐百分百! Its super funny! This is what the exams factor do to me.. Turn to entertainment to escape from reality.. Lol..
1:11 PM ; smile?
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
day 3 of reading week. study progress: <1%
what would be a good reason for me to sit down and study seriously? its only 5 days left to the exams. finals. but why dont i freaking give a damn?
4:51 PM ; smile?
